The Ghosts Linger, a Legacy

Monday Morning Musings:

“Legacy, what is a legacy?

It’s planting seeds in a garden you never get to see”

From Lin-Manuel Miranda, “The World Was Wide Enough,” Hamilton

 

All ghosts linger–

they sail on secret rhythms,

brilliant in the joy

they celebrate

floating beyond

the melancholy twilight,

blushing in time’s embrace,

they laugh the poetry of morning

and cry midnight’s anguished tears.

***

Legend says—

at Yorktown, the British played

“The World Turned Upside Down”

 

But now

let’s sound the truth–

 

(facts unknown back in our youth)

 

of the airports there

and the rockets’ red glare

 

over forts that didn’t yet exist

 

People believe, they twist

facts to follow ignorance

 

a delightful dance

enhanced

 

by putting down others

smothering new thought

we say, we ought

 

to do this or that

 

and debate

ideas reborn, the hate

 

lingers, like ghosts

 

unfurl the blue, white, and red

we eat, well fed

 

find comfort and ease

with old friends,

 

no worries to please

 

they accept me

as I dance, don’t flee,

 

smile to see another side

of me (I sometimes hide)

 

well maybe it’s the drink

(very pink)

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but doubtful, I think

 

since I danced around my kitchen

making ratatouille, listening

We’ll tell the story of tonight. . .

or we’ll forget

no regrets

 

in memories fragmented

by time segmented

 

the ghosts linger

like dreams

 

my mom tells, unreal,

but she feels

somehow, they appeal

 

false stories

in strange categories

 

one day weak

the next lucid, painting

no straining, no waning

her truth, her art

 

from her heart

that her eyes can’t see

 

she’s free in creating,

though it’s frustrating

 

for her and us

the ghosts linger, discuss

 

in whispers

we sisters fret

 

regrets,

but let’s

 

just do this

 

on another day, we’re fine

homemade pizza and wine

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Stranger Things

the Upside Down brings

 

relief, as believable

not inconceivable

 

in this crazy world,

where conspiracies unfurled

 

believed as fact

impossible to retract

 

swirling in tornado winds

we wait to see what sunshine brings

a new day

a new way

 

yet the ghosts linger in

 

morning laughter

midnight’s tears

 

all the ever afters

of joy and fears

 

future on past climbs–

we see the light

 

of stars long dead,

still traveling through time

 

in sparkling trains go, come

and still, a legacy

 

(enduring beyond)

 

the moon, she hums.

Full Moon over Woodcrest Station

 

Another strange week with presidential lunacy amidst his narcissistic parade, storms alternating with sunshine–and some quality time spent in the basement during a tornado warning! My mom is perfectly fine one minute, and totally not the next. We watch the new season of Stranger Things (still a couple episodes to go) on Netflix, but sometimes feel like we’re already living in the Upside Down.

 

 

 

 

 

31 thoughts on “The Ghosts Linger, a Legacy

  1. The way you’ve woven together ghosts and false stories really starts my week and my sleepy overtired brain off with a powerful image that I will be untangling at least all day. Think of the web of ghosts in the world. If it were visible it would look like the whole world was held together with ghosts, sort of like duct tape. But then false stories, they are their own duct tape, aren’t they?
    What is Stranger Things that everyone keeps talking about? I am TV illiterate.

    • Thank you for the lovely compliment, Luanne! Much appreciated.
      Yes, false stories definitely are their own duct tape. Maybe more of a web or a maze. And I picture the ghosts more as a tapestry–oh, dear, now I’ll have to write about that.

      Do you have Netflix? Stranger Things is on Netflix. Season 3 came out on July 4, that’s why you’re hearing about it right now. It’s set in the 1980s–and has the vibes of some of the movies from that era with kids, like Stand By Me–and Winona Ryder. There’s another world, the Upside Down with creatures that come into our world. I’m not doing a very good job of describing it. Hahaha. Watch the trailers. 🙂

      • Yes, write about the tapestry of ghosts!!!!
        Hmm. We do and don’t have Netflix. We have an account that we share with daughter, but our TV is so old-fashioned it’s very difficult and we don’t want to watch TV on a computer.

      • OK. That’s going to be a title of something for me: The Tapestry of Ghosts!
        We don’t have a “smart” TV–we use Chromecast to “cast” our Netflix to TV. Maybe that’s an option.

  2. It’s definitely the Upside-Down. Hearing Trump name-calling journalists on the news again this morning, I wonder how much more he can degrade the presidency and our country. But ghosts are also ghosts of hope…
    I’m glad your mother has lucid moments. It’s an unpredictable roller coaster, the very end of life.
    As usual, full of wisdom and love. (K)

    • Thank you very much.
      Yes, it is a daily roller coaster ride with my mom–very stressful–and it is not helped by our Upside Down world or the book I’m working on sexual harassment. So many horrible things–I do have to stop and find beauty and love in the world.

  3. I simply adore your Monday Musings, Merril!
    I read, and breathe and look forward to the next line, then sigh when I realise the end has arrived…

  4. The Oracle was whispering in this one (and my daughter with her musical moon). I don’t know what Stranger Things is either, but they don’t come much stranger than your president.
    It looks as though you’re doing a great job of keeping your mother happy, and she’s doing a great job of keeping herself active and participating in life.

  5. I think that, while he’s visiting us, the Telepromptee forgets that he’s not in the Upside Down, where he’s free to rewrite the facts, unchallenged.

  6. The upside to living in the upside down would be if the upside down was the Down Under, or Oz. We have a friend from Tallahassee who moved to Perth, Australia many years ago. It’s not a perfect place but it’s more right side up than we are. I heard about the airports during the Revolutionary War. Who knew George flew? Man was ahead of his time. 🙄 One of your lines, “Just do this,” perfect in relation to the photos of you and your mom and family. I don’t want to live in a bubble, but these days I feel like shrinking my world to just the people I love is the healthiest thing to do. Thank you for sharing your mom with us ❤️

    • Thank you, Marie. Things are just crazy here, aren’t they? If someone wrote a novel about it, the criticism would be that it’s too unbelievable. I’ve heard some not so great things Australia is doing recently, too. Sigh.
      Good days and bad with my mom–hence the just do this. 🙂

  7. It sure feels like the Upside Down. There are days when I’m not even sure this is reality (and then it turns out that it is, whether I like it or not). I love your weaving of words, of ghosts and false stories, of joys and heartache. You write the poetry of life.

      • Crazy weather here, too. I couldn’t believe how dark the clouds were that moved in with the storms. I thought for sure we’d have a tornado warning, but we lucked out. Just a thunderstorm warning. I hope things are better with your mom this morning.

      • Thank you, Robin. I’m glad you didn’t get anything too severe. I was afraid we’d get another tornado warning, too. There was a warning for a little bit north of us. SO crazy! My niece lives in PA in the Reading area where they had severe flooding yesterday. Her husband and son had to leave their car and walk home because the roads were flooded!
        Thank you for your kind wishes.

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