Monday Morning Musings:
“I want to know what’s true,
Dig deep into who
And what
And why
And when
Until now gives way to then.”
–“It All Comes Back,” Fun Home (the musical, music by Jeanine Tesori, Book and lyrics by Lisa Kron, based on the graphic novel by Alison Bechdel)
“How do you measure a year in the life?. . .
How about love? . . . .
Seasons of love”
—Jonathan Larson, “Seasons of Love,” Rent
“Nearly everything we are taught is false except how to read”
~ Jim Harrison from Songs of Unreason
In and out of rain,
we find ways to spend our days
in theaters, or with wine
time passes–
the summery glow
flowing like the rain
that later comes and wanes
then comes once more
driving us indoors–
but in sunshine
and feeling more than fine
we sit and dine
eat the pizza,
sip the wine

Auburn Road Winery, New Jersey

wanting to stay
in the moment
in this day
that seems so perfect
in a world weighed
down with suicide
and rules defied
by those should lead
but have no creed–
except desire and greed–
those who raise the false
to say it’s true
and don’t read
except in snippets–
whipping it
up for the masses who follow blindly
where he leads–
despite his misdeeds.
I wish I knew why
or what do
(Read—the facts—what is true.)
But how about love?
We celebrate with friends–
retirement from a job,
but not from life,

there will still be stresses
and strife
though lessened
with time to enjoy,
as she’s now unemployed—
hope springs
and with it, a thousand things
that might be. . . if only
we remember what’s true
and love.
how about love?
We see a fair
magic on the street
and in the air
divers and floating

PIFA Street Fair, Philadelphia

and people emoting.
we stay for a while
then walk through the city
parts pretty, some gritty,
to see a play
we’ve seen before

but wonderful story,
wonderful score,
the musical version of a memoir—
of coming out and suicide
of being young and older,
still alive,
the story of a father
and a daughter
the lies he told
They discussed books
but she never noticed the looks
he gave to young men he employed
or to boys–
She later read between the lines
things were not fine. . .
time and memories open a gate

to see what was and what might have been.
Families are complicated
to understand the whats and whens
when we relive in our heads again—
but was there love—
how about love?
I watch the Tony Awards,
where the themes of diversity
and inclusion
are not an illusion
though it’s the craft of acting
to make deception real
but we feel
when the students,
witnesses to horror,
of bullets and blood
sing “Seasons of Love”
feel—
all the feelings
true and real.
(We all must feel)
How do we measure
a life and love?
Celebrate with pride
do not divide
into us and them,
stem the growth of hate
and celebrate–
bake all the cakes
for everyone.
Don’t shun
the moments
in the sun
but remember
to fight the danger
of those who do not read
and who would cede
our world
to those who should not lead. . .
but be aware–
stop–look for magic everywhere.

Magic in the Streets Old City Philadelphia
I’ve linked this to Jilly’s 28 Days of Unreason, using the poetry of Jim Harrison to inspire.
This is Day 11.
We saw Fun Home at the Arden Theater in Philadelphia and went to the Philadelphia International Festival of the Arts (PIFA) street fair. It’s raining again here in S. Jersey, with a flood advisory in effect.