Monday Morning Musings:
“My soul is full of longing
for the secret of the sea,
and the heart of the great ocean
sends a thrilling pulse through me.”
–Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, “The Secret of the Sea”
“Look at that sea, girls–all silver and shadow and vision of things not seen. We couldn’t enjoy its loveliness any more if we had millions of dollars and ropes of diamonds.”
–L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables
By the sea, we gather, we four
full of longing to share our secrets–
no special sequences–
but in the way of friends
they flow like waves, rolling to the shore
tumbling, one after another
silvery shadows and thrilling pulses
visions of things almost seen
things that are and things that might be
We embrace and sit in this lovely space

this place in which my friend has found welcome shelter
a temporary place for body, if not heart,
a house between homes,
a loan
where she and her husband have lived
between and around unexpected circumstances—
well, life is chances,
no smooth sailing on this ocean–
sometimes we turn about
sometimes we tack into the wind
begin again,
navigate through a choppy sea
till we are free
to sail calmly and be
So, we
sit in this interim home
where we can hear the water play
(come this way, stay)
and seagulls laugh as they fly about
black-tipped white wings sing in the sky
with the sun glowing warm and high
and the wind sighs from sea and land
spindrift covers windows, cars, my hand. . .
is held out to my friends
we gently hold each other’s hearts
apart too often to know the everyday annoyances
of ailing mothers and troubled kids,
roosted egos, wandering ids–
we talk of husbands and silly cats,
all of the this and all of the that
and move from living room to kitchen
pitch in

(though it is all prepared)
take our chairs
and over quiche

we relax some more, release
and feel a bit at peace. . .
to venture out to see some history of place and space
a concrete ship, a lighthouse, a bunker, the beach,

where we walk a bit and feel
the sand beneath our feet–
in this moment, life is sweet,
away from troubles and toxic tweets,
this faux-summer day
holds us in its sway
I am mesmerized by the tumbling waves
the ocean takes, the ocean saves,
(à bientôt, inside, I say)
as we turn and walk away
back to the not-vacation house
where my friend offers us food and drink


and we sink
into a relaxed state,
where troubles abate,
as we talk and drift
(eyes open, close, open again)
the golden sun beats down through window panes

and slowly in a ball of fire, sinks
extinguished in the sea
we see it after we’ve walked
(ten miles one friend exclaims)
heading for a restaurant, but too long a wait,
no debate
and none of us that hungry anyway
no need to stay
so over pizza we watch Letterman, Seinfeld, and Obama
wishing we could get rid of the current nightmare, drama
and farce, in every moment, tweets and cheats–
the outside world, outside this place–
but even here the temperature drops
and the sun hides the next day, stops
her summer-teasing ways,
and in the morning, we watch branches sway
and the tom-catting chairs dance and prance
out on the deck
and the windows are specked
with salt and rain
we hear the sea
calling. . .
but let it be
to breakfast or brunch
(perhaps call it lunch)

and linger around the table,
unable,
unwilling to part
our lives and thoughts
tumbled like my friend’s sea glass
smoothed and polished by laughter and tears,
friends together,
friends apart
friends in joy, in troubles,
friends for years
we’ve shared our secrets here by the sea
now it’s back to reality,
(we sigh)
we must do this again
spend
time together,
let’s do this, friends–
time flows and bends,
(an arc)
and ripples like the sea
and on it our friendship sails
(an ark)
so, we’ll journey together, and then—
well, we’ll see.

I’m off prompt for Day 16, NaPoWriMo.
Unusual formatting due to WP gremlins and a cat sitting on my keyboard.
http://www.napowrimo.net/day-sixteen-5/